Quote from: NightKoi on November 12, 2009, 04:24:46 PM
I think I might have an issue keeping consciousness. I'm sort of biologically screwed when it comes to the entire transition I desire. I have phobias of needles and I'm emetophobic...which is a deathly fear of vomit....I literally just pass out if I see it because I'm so fricken' freaked.....so I'm just f***ed. lol. The anesthesia for the operations leaves you nauseated and it's common for people to end up sick. 
And then the T by needles....
I'm pathetic, lol. But I'm still going to do it, conscious or not.
I wanted to chime in here... I'm also emetophobic. I was diagnosed with panic disorder, specifically emetophobia, as a small child. I've gotten over it for the most part, which is wonderful and has improved my life so much, but I still hate the idea of vomiting. (Especially around other people - like in this case, doctors). I'm also pretty terrified of needles, too, but lately I've gone ahead and had blood tests done. I felt not a thing, it was so easy, and I found myself fascinated by the mechanism, rather than terrified of it. Anesthesia sometimes bothers people, but sometimes it doesn't. Just pack a lot of gravol/pepto-bismol or whatever floats your boat. It won't be fun for any of us but we must get through these small trifles in order to be truly happy.
As for you, Michael, I want to congratulate you on all of this. I can't wait until it's my time, too.

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