In about half an hour, I'll be on my way to the airport, to go see my grandparents. I'm not going to openly tell them, but I'm telling them that I'm now going by Aaron. And well, they'll probably notice the fact that I now have buzzed hair, and am binding and wearing men's clothes. And of course they'll get suspicious if I ever spell my name. (Otherwise they'll probably just think it's Erin) I'm taking it slowly since they still haven't seen me since last year, which was when I was just beginning to question and was *trying* to be a girl. Also my parents separated in February and they're still coming to terms with the fact that my mom's not coming to Thanksgiving this year. And I'm worried that they will think that that brought this on. (especially since they divorced because my mom's lesbian. I know it's not the same but they might not)
Like I said, I won't tell them openly, but as my mom said, "Your grandma's intuitive. She'll know something's different."
I'll post when I can and tell how it goes! *nervous*
