Sorry I know I am making too many threads, but I have no one to speak to about anything (and no other of my forums will understand). I seriously don't know who my family is anymore...
I come out of work, and then my mother was like, "I don't care about you anymore I am not going to let your hurt me anymore". We were arguing this morning (we argue a lot), and then she slap me across the face when I leaving the car to work because I said calm down. It was about me being late to work, and she was angry because I was denying it was my fault I was running late. So back to the present she said that she knows I am messed up, and she doesn't care. So I was like, "Good that's the best thing you can do for me... but I do not do anything bad in my life." Then she went with, "It's not right you think I am crazy", and I reply, "I think you act crazy... when you get a job I hope your happier."
Also rewind, I also gave her $200 (half of my monthly check) to her for bills, and bought groceries a few times, and tried to be nice to her. So she should not be treating me like this, and then she thinks I am some sex addict because I said I want to stay home on Thursday (aunt's party), she said I'll masturbate. I didn't say anything, because I think that's just disgusting for her to say that. I think that's what she does... she has sex toys in the middle of her room. And she had a guy a few nights ago in her room.
I am sick of this all, and then my brother had a girl downstairs who was drunk. And then she makes me look like some freak, when I am a virgin, it just bothers me too much. I can understand being weird, or strange, but don't make me into a whore or a slut. I think she thinks I am no longer a virgin, and I am....
Also my brother gets away with everything, and I just don't get why I have a double standard on me. Oh and I feel like she knows what I am typing, I think she's keylogging me, since she mentions being gay a bunch of times this week. I don't need to come out if I don't want too.
Oh and my grandma was like, "Fat girls don't like being fat, ask "my name" to my brother. Wth, I am sick of fat jokes, but on the plus side she put me in the same sentence as a girl which I don't understand. I am not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing.
I am just sick of this family... sick of them all. It's arguing everyday, and I don't know what to do about it.
