Annoyed---Livid--Sad!

[Inphyy]

Today was actually an good day, no one at school made fun of me (Well at least in my face or hearing distance)...Also for the last day of finals it was also fun and I'm excited since now I don't have school until the 4th of January...

But now like always I counted my chickens before they hatched and my day has fell in shambles. There's always got to be an jackass somewhere, at sometime!

One of my best and closest friends, Patty told me to call her today at 6:20 P.M. (30 minutes ago) so that we can talk about going shopping this weekend and or just hanging out and talking our hearts away...BUT! Like always, something has to come up.

I called but instead of being greeted by her voice, either her boyfriend or brother (I can't tell which) told me to: "Stop calling!", "That she doesn't want to talk to me anymore!", "Stop calling this ->-bleeped-<-ing number!" and then he absurdly hanged up the phone.

I waited 5 more minutes (6:25 P.M.) and then lingeringly tried the call again--Yet again! The brother/boyfriend? Picked up the phone and was yelling. Finally I said, "You don't even know me!", "Why are you getting angry?", "I need to talk to Patty...It's important!"

He then said in an annoyed manner, "You need to stop calling this number you ->-bleeped-<-ing b*tch c*nt ->-bleeped-<-! Gay--Boy---Girl...Whatever you want to call yourself she-male thing, you need to stop calling. You're annoying as ->-bleeped-<- and hopefully you and your kind will die like Freddie Mercury and end up rotting in hell! Goodbye now!"

After that...I hanged up in awkward awe and even up to this split moment I'm dwelling on how I can find an way to speak to her--But with no dice. I'm not crying or anything...But of course it was sharp and painfully like a dagger being sprung through your heart and I just don't know what to do now.

It's people like that guy, that make my life and other people (Including Trans) that much miserable! Seriously...Sometimes I just want to give up (Not suicide) but just give up on being me! I know it's tough and it's hard...And yes even rough! (No pun intended) but people just figuratively and literally make me want to tug my hair out of my head.

Soooooooo...Being a good citizen of the world and not committing a crime or killing someone...LOL! I'm venting my feelings on here.

Where hopefully someone will come across this (Yes, you silly!  ) and help me in someway to cope with this, give me advice or do what you crazy (In a good way) people do the best and that's just being heart-to-heart with me and tell me what's weighing against your shoulders at this moment (Figurative)...So that maybe in some way or form...I'll feel better! 

[Janet_Girl]

It may not be just you, Hon.  Whoever could be trying to control her.  It is called emotional abuse.  Do you know her b/f?  What kind of person is he?  Do you know her brother?

If she really wants to be your friend and to go shopping, she will find a way to call you.

Good for you having a break from the BS at school.



Have a good Break
Hugs and Love
Janet

[Inphyy]

It may not be just you, Hon.  Whoever could be trying to control her.  It is called emotional abuse.  Do you know her b/f?  What kind of person is he?  Do you know her brother?

If she really wants to be your friend and to go shopping, she will find a way to call you.

Good for you having a break from the BS at school.



Have a good Break
Hugs and Love
Janet

Thanks Janet!

I don't know either of them. All I know is her boyfriend's name is Dill and that she's cheating on him with a different guy right now--But he doesn't know obviously 'cause then they would be broken up.

--Ergghhh! I just don't get why people have to stoup down to such low levels like that...It makes them seem monstrous. 

[Janet_Girl]

It might even be her new guy.  You never can tell.  When you see her again, ask.  She might not even know it is going on, and wonders why you have not called.



Hugs and Love
Janet

[Inphyy]

It might even be her new guy.  You never can tell.  When you see her again, ask.  She might not even know it is going on, and wonders why you have not called.



Hugs and Love
Janet

I was thinking the same thing, that's why I'm dwelling...I sent her a message on MySpace and hopefully she'll see it soon!!! -_-"

[wannalivethetruth]

Your so sweet!!!
....
now if that was me, i would have walked up over there and gave him something to yell about!!!... but that's me...

THEN*... (lol) i would ask your friend, what's going on and tell her about the situation that went over on the phone, and see how she responds.. a TRUE friend, would let that person know how  special you are  to them, and does not appreciate them yelling at your like that.

[Ms Jessica]

that sucks!  It always feels like when things are going great, some jacka$$ is always right around the corner waiting to piss all over a good day.  Ugggh.  My sympathies.   

[K8]

Yes, sometimes things seem to be going along great and WHAM.  No wonder you are annoyed - livid - sad.

But that kind of verbal abuse is awful.  No one should be spoken to that way - no one!

I agree that your friend might not even know what is going on.  Be sure to bring up what happened next time you see her.

I'm glad you have a nice break from school.  I hope the rest of the break is more peaceful for you.

*hugs*
Kate

[V M]

Yes, sometimes things seem to be going along great and WHAM.  No wonder you are annoyed - livid - sad.

But that kind of verbal abuse is awful.  No one should be spoken to that way - no one!

I agree that your friend might not even know what is going on.  Be sure to bring up what happened next time you see her.

I'm glad you have a nice break from school.  I hope the rest of the break is more peaceful for you.

*hugs*
Kate

This...and also the part about there being a Jack A-- around every corner   {{{HUGS}}}

[Inphyy]

Thanks everyone! I don't know what I'd do without you guys! 

(Huggles everyone!)

[Cindy]

I have to admit one of my defense mechanisms is too see humour in most things.

You have a guy or guys here who are so totally inferior that they cannot speak in decent language, who are abusive (too you and who knows who else) and they consider themselves normal.

They are self proven imbeciles.

Feel sorry for them in some ways. Not many, just some. Damn trying to think of one.
Mmm it will come to me.

Hugs, and I hope you have a great break from school and a great Christmas


Cindy

[tekla]

hopefully you and your kind will die like Freddie Mercury
What rich, famous and loved all over the world, mourned by many and missed by even more?  Yeah, that's a bad way to go.

It always feels like when things are going great, some jacka$$ is always right around the corner waiting to piss all over a good day.
Once you get out of school, you get to call this person 'boss.'  But, really, you have to find ways to deal with it, cause it ain't going to stop, them hits just keep on comin'.

[Ms Jessica]

Once you get out of school, you get to call this person 'boss.' 

You made me LOL

[Mindy Rae]

Many years ago I was friend to a sweet TS girl. Soon that evolved into a relationship both sexual and emotionally. A feew months after we started secretly seeing each other I was beaten to a pulp by her brother and two friends. We were in love but the bigottry forced us apart by me fearing for my safety.
Three years after I chickened out and ran away, instead of sticking it out ,Karla committed suicide. In the suicide note was a part about a boy she knew that made her feel like her true self and she loved but was taken from her like everything else by her family. I always wondered if the family felt any remorse. I know I did for many years after that and it still haunts me to this day. What could I have done differently.
Anyw,ay sweet girl do not let yourself be dragged down and do not give up.

[memy]

There are few things in this world I live in that I find evil, controlling manipulative behaviour is one of those.

Mindy, I feel both sorrow & anger for what happened.  There's no way to change what has been but if you had tried to stay in that relationship you may well have been dead before her. 
Where there's an unwillingness to accept anything that's different there's often an anger at being confronted by a difference, expand that to a pack mentality & there in lies the birth of what can be called an angry mob.

I think we are all luckier than those who have come before us, how about the crusades when many were brought closer to god by being killed in his name!  Fast forward to modern day earth & such a thing would most lightly be denounced as an atrocity.

I pray one day people learn to not only tolerate but embrace difference, I shall not see that day but I will be a grain of sand that is part of the road leading there & that is a good thing IMO.

An open invitation to a HuG to any that wish it :-)