Well I baptized my niece a few days ago, and she was really beautiful. But I never in my life wanted to raise a kid, but I held her and I was like, "I want her so badly! She's so cute" in my head.
Okay, is that a normal reaction?
Usually when it comes to children they are a nuisance to me, but I guess I never saw them as my own, and this one I saw as my own since I am now the godfather, but whatever so I guess I feel a special connection. I also bought her a white dress and the whole thing, so I guess this baby means a lot to me now.
If I was a little older like 26, and had a stable career and everything I would so adopt a kid now. Regardless of having a husband. But I really want a daughter.