Some actual progress :s

[El]

Well its nearly 2010 and i figure its about time to grow up, bite the bullet and actually do something about my problems rather than mope around being moody about them! Ive got my first support group meeting on the 11th, ive got my first day out dressed being planned (shopping trip sometime in january) and i hit the january sales today.

Thought i would share my happiness with you girls, seeing as im still reasonably low on people in real life who i can gush to

Still need to come out properly, see a doctor and eventually start transition properly, its a long road but im finnaly setting off, happy days

[Janet_Girl]

That's it give into the power and your journey to the dark side will be complete.

Mahahaha   



Janet


^{Good for you, El.  Enjoy the ride.}

[V M]

Right on El!!! 

Congrats on your decision and best wishes on your journey 

[El]

I hoping the support group can help me find a way to break through that next layer of fear. The idea of taking that leap into going out and living as Catherine is still scary as hell :S

[lizbeth]

way to go El!!

[lilacwoman]

el,

you gotta be like a little bird and jump out of the nest...looks scary but really it isn't and you'll think its the nicest thing you've ever done...go take the walk outside

[El]

lol just told one of my exs and shes already offering me makeup and hairdressing lessons lol

[Tristan]

congrads its a big step to take

[El]

EEK!

!st January 2010, i wake up in my pyjamas (girls jogging bottoms and a sporty top with a bra with cleavae enhancers underneath) and actually go downstairs and speak to my mum in them XD

First time my mum has ever seen me "dressed", she didnt say anything about it. Feeling like anothe rlittle step is taken!

P.S i came out to my parets years ago but i my ->-bleeped-<-s had fallen off the rader till now.

[placeholdername]

Congrats.  I love the dress on your avatar pic.

[El]

Thanks, i love it too lol!!!

best thing ive ever bought (appart from maybe my boobs lol)

[placeholdername]

I'm a bit dress obsessed -- is it strapless?  Strapless always looks terrible on me...

By the way, where did you 'buy your boobs'? (god that sounds weird!).  I think I'm going to need to invest in those soon.

[El]

It is strapless, cost £40

I Got a pair on silicon cleavage enhancers from Anee summers, popped into a bra with a lil silicon padding of its own it gives me somehwere between an A and a B cup

[placeholdername]

I want it .  I'm about to order myself some new stuff as a christmas present, but I'm about to move place so I figure I'll wait until I'm at the new place before I start sending strange packages there!

I've tried those NuBra type things, but my problem is that I'm flatter than flat flat so they really don't do anything .  I want to get on hormones but I keep procrastinating on the initial blood tests... so much to do!

[El]

well im flat too lol:)

Im scared about asking for hormones got a lvier desiese, so  that might rule me out :S

[placeholdername]

Never know if you don't ask .

[El]

lol true, ive got my first support group meeting in a week and a couple of days. They are gonna help me approach a doctor and get the ball rolling.

Update on my situation: my dad has seen me dressed aswell :s, 2 parents in one day, crazy