hello my name is kris. im 22 and i live 2 lives right now. i feel weird in my skin. i am better off when i am myself. i got married a year ago and my other half knows what i am feeling. and thay support it. i want to find some friends that understand me. and i want to find a person to look up to. im alone in my process. i have friends that are MTF but thay dont understand me 100%. my family doest understand why im not a female. some one help me