Hi..
Being different is how i see myself ,
Being a androgyn is as close a word i would use in the sence of mind./ body. the other is ,
a transfemale androgyn,
For me more my mind & how i m wired
a mix of both female & male , 60 % female 60% male . that what i thought some time ago . & i think both ways at the same time .
I know some say a third gender , ill leave that one for now .
Now as to how we dress much has been said on that for me i dress as a woman & have done for allmost 12 years . in the first part it was both dress codes . now its only as a woman ,
I lived in the male mode for 50 years & was not really me , it in many respects not intirely the clothes it was how i was as a person . the role was to restritive,
Because i was a andro & saw that at age 10 on . of cause i did not understand that then, that came later so for me my body was coming along for the ride . my emotions & my psychlogical part of me was coming out i just did not put every thing in a context that i could understand ,
That was only going to happen when i was 50 . & every thing came to gether . & then i knew it was right . & from then on things started to make sence things worked ,
so i m really that mix not one or the other or nether. i m both i can handle that & accept that,
One other detail was i hated male clothes just so not right my mum had to buy me clothes up to the age of 24 , Then Jos my s o took over for 25 years . they both said to me you need to buy some more clothes & all i said was i may, till they fall off my back i wont, even i would pick out womens clothes for Jos , only in womens shops . mens no way ,
Now i know we are all so different & why not ,
Any way thats a bit more of how we see our selfs .
...noeleena...
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