For the past 4 months, I was really caught up between who I truly was and who I wanted to be. As the thoughts in my head grew it became much more stressful, and wanting to become a boy was all I could think about.
I not long ago, just almost a week now, wrote a letter and gave it to my mum. I was nervous and feeling really bad for the first 2 days after that, but I have become so much more relaxed, because after talking through things the feelings have gone away, and I am happy being just me! I feel like a girl again! I guess after being in 4 months of doubt and confusion, it has really made me more accepting of other people. I remember last year when I went to some theme park, my friends and I were laughing at what looked like a crossdresser. Now Ive come to an understanding!
I know what I want in life now! I learned alot while I spent my days on this site, but I really dont feel as if I will be needing it much more! Woooo!
