My attraction has always been maximal, at best! I've often considered that my desire to experience my own femininity is linked to intense desire to experience women, period. What better way to enjoy womanhood than from the inside-out. While at times, I've felt my feminine self desiring the comfort of masculine companionship, I've never found men sexually stimulation, per se. Thanks largely to the enlightenment of online resources, I no longer see genitalia as a restriction and indeed, find a spectacular penis on a beautiful woman quite erotic. Though I'll aways lust for the genetic woman's undefinable sexual intricacies, there's something special-- and sexy-- about anyone who so desires to be desirable that they go to such great lengths as many of the "->-bleeped-<-s". Indeed, this is a variation of the whole attraction/envy thing I've always had with women (either type of genitalia). It's an odd, but kind of wonderful thing, being simultaneously attracted to a gender and desirous to be that gender as well.