Well I'm a few days late posting this, and Ethan is getting upset (understandable so) that I haven't posted anything. Honestly though, I have just been reeling since it happened. I'm so shocked, and caught up in a newfound sense of self worth that I have never felt before. To tell you the truth, it seemed too good to be real.
Alright, maybe now I should explain so you guys and gals aren't scratching your heads thinking "Wow, Adrianna has finally lost it, poor girl."
As you all should know, Valentine's Day is coming up. A "holiday" of which I have never liked (especially since you don't get the day off paid) and have never had a good expierence with. Though I can't say I much like the actual "holiday" now anyway. Dearest Ethan decided he didn't want to compete with my male side having to give gifts to the girls in their head. As such he left me a note saying that he was going to give me his valentine's stuff this past friday. The note said I was to get dressed(in my finest clothes), and get my make-up on then wait on the computer until he called me into the living room. Of course I followed his instructions but, I could have never guessed what was about to happen.
When he called me I was ordered to close my eyes and he lead me into the living room. He stood behind me and asked me to open them. Took a moment for me to adjust, first off the living room was spotless... a rare occurance for me *giggles*. It was lit by too many candles to count, and the pull out bed was extended in front of me. A mirror lay on the bed, above it chocolates shaped like "I *heart* U" which I thought was cute. The mirror was the real shocker though. kisses (the chocolate) arranged to say "Will you marry me". This may sound silly to those who know I'm already married to Erica, and that Ethan is but one of her personalties.. and yet still. It me in a way I can't describe. I turned to find him all dressed up in the manliest close (nice clothes though) he could find, knelt down on one knee holding up the ring he had bought me. It's beautiful! Four diamonds (don't know if they are real or not, don't care) in cardinal placement around a large purple stone (most likely amethyst), the band is silver. I was speechless, of course I had to force myself to say something. I wasn't going to leave him just kneeling there all not. Though I'm not sure I said anything at all, I think I probably just squeeked and nodded *blush* not very flattering of myself.
He then gave me the rose he had lain beside the mirror (stupid me missed it), it was made with feathers, and scented. I think for most the rest of the night I kept spinning/bouncing on the spot all the while squeeking and hugging/kissing him again and again. I'm sure you can all guess what happened later.
I... to tell you the truth I'm still in shock. I never thought anyone would ever, well I never thought I could ever expierence that. I feel bad now too, because my proposal to the girls.. was no wear near a quater as good. Though I've never felt that that was my role in the first place, so maybe that's why I sucked at it so much. Now though I... well I don't know what else to say. If I continue to type now I'll just ramble on and repeat myself a thousand times but... well ok I'm stopping myself now.
