Today I can finally say I am sure of what I want out of life. Here is a little something I wrote, I hope it Inspires some of you...
As I lay here, my eyes begin to tear. I think of the ones I used to love, and the ones to come. I have allowed this masquerade too much time. And what is false is now mine. All that is pretend, i'm too familiar with. Everything i'm known for is a lie. I am false. I have battled with myself for so long and I finally won. The old me is dead. The pretend me, gone. All that is left over is the truth. I don't know who I am, but i intend to find out. So today I will finally lay him to rest, and move on. He has consumed me for so many years, and he has caused me so many tears. The thought of life without him has caused me anxiety, but I no longer care. Enough is enough. Yes, i'm scared to lose the ones I love, but I will do what is needed to secure myself an honest place in society. I deserve it. The masquerade is over.
