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Effect of Testosterone on Emotions

Started by Alex_I_Think, March 06, 2010, 02:14:29 PM

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Alex_I_Think

This may sound like a weird question, but I'm wondering what effect T will have on my emotional stability.

I know that when I hit puberty, and later when I got pregnant, the surge of hormones really screwed me up to the point that I was suicidal, so I'm wondering if testosterone is going to have the same effect?
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Arch

It's different for everybody, and a lot of effects can't necessarily be attributed just to hormones.

I have always had a sort of melancholy streak, but my own depression began when I started bleeding for the first time. For years, decades, I chalked it up to hormones. Only recently did I begin to consider another possibility.

Could it be that when you reached puberty and were pregnant, a lot of your suicidal feeling occurred because you felt that your puberty was all wrong and you shouldn't be pregnant?

I know of a few transmen who have been suicidal after starting HRT, but they didn't suddenly become suicidal days or weeks after their first shot. I think that life circumstances (or, in a couple of cases, existing psych issues like depression or bipolar) were to blame. I don't think the hormones were responsible. But that doesn't mean it can't happen.

Perhaps you can start a guys-only poll? Also consult some trans medical resources, and ask your endo on your first visit.

P.S. Most guys I talk to say that T has had a great stabilizing effect, but that could also be mainly psychological. Or not...
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Alex_I_Think

I'm not going to rule out the possibility that my feelings were due to dysphoria, since those were the only two times I've ever had problems with depression... Its just a worry I've had recently. I'll definitely mention it to my doctor when I see her.
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Jamie-o

My personal experience (and one I've heard from a lot of other transmen) is that I became a lot calmer, happier, and less emotionally volatile on T.  I definitely don't cry as easily, I don't get angry as easily, and I am much less depressed. 

When I first went on the Pill, back when I was living female, I was initially put on a low-dose version, (Yasmin) and that made me really crazy.  I felt as if I was PMSing 24/7 all month long.  Same thing a couple years later when a doctor insisted on putting me on another low-dose pill, (Ortho-tricyclene Low) even after I related my original experience.  ::)  On regular Ortho-Cyclene, however, I did fine.

So, yeah, hormones can definitely effect your mood/mental health.  If you are really worried about it you might ask your doctor to prescribe topical T.  That way, if you have a negative reaction you can stop right away.  You also may want to consider starting out with a lower dose of T.  Sometimes the "standard" dose can lead to your T levels being too high, at which point the T aromatizes (sp?) into E, which can make it really difficult to keep your hormone levels balanced correctly.  There is a school of thought that the ideal dose for most transmen is actually 1/2 to 1/3 of the usual dose prescribed in the U.S.  As usual, YMMV.
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Arch

Quote from: Jamie-o on March 10, 2010, 06:52:44 AM
There is a school of thought that the ideal dose for most transmen is actually 1/2 to 1/3 of the usual dose prescribed in the U.S. 

Do you have any hard data on dosage that would lead people to believe that a lower dose would be good? I'm extremely interested.
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Nygeel

I do know of one person that had extreme emotional changes on T. He became extremely depressed among other things. The guy had to stop because it was too much.

It varies from person to person, and I'm guessing that the extreme depression isn't that common.
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Jamie-o

Quote from: Arch on March 10, 2010, 06:34:41 PM
Do you have any hard data on dosage that would lead people to believe that a lower dose would be good? I'm extremely interested.

Unfortunately, no.  This was something I was told by an FtM that I know who is also a nurse, and who holds a free weekly shot clinic for trans people with needle phobia.  Apparently in my area a lot of guys are started out on a lower dose, and then find that their hormone levels are fine without going to the higher dose.  That was certainly the case for me.  (Although, I'm overdue for another round of tests, so we'll see if that is still the case.)

He's one of the board members at the MN Transgender Health Coalition.  If you contact them, they may have more info.
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