Hi Radian Glow,
How do you do?
Just relax, with the purify mind, you could think more deeply and clearly.
This is great forum, many sisters and brothers here have many experiences in their live, many advices and you had the right choice to join in this forum.
special for me, since I was 5 years old, I have a dream to become a real girl even playing with some young boys, and sometimes I thought what I had supposed to be? when was playing with boys, I did like any others boys, but when I was alone, that dream was comming (being a girl), I really confuse at that moment, can you imagine? I was 5 years old.
As because I was closely, not many information, advice from the one who know this case, so I made grave for that dream, even was really painful for this heart.
One day, I saw someone in the telivision, the successful transgender woman, but I thought she had became a real woman, so my spirit to become like her so strongly, in my mind, this opportunitty is always come, so since that day, my perception, boy or man could change to girl or woman. But I had just knew that and didn't know how to reach it.
When I was 35, I met someone, he is a friend, and he is a doctor, he explained to me different between man and woman not only the biological body but mind, feeling, and behavior, and he told me about trans the gender opportunity, but he said, the good one to trans-gender must be beetween 16~22 years old, and I passed that moment. I regreted.
But my friend looked me and gave some helpful advice, how to being a woman, he adviced me to find some information in the internet also and finnaly I found the good website, and I asked the customer care for that website, good replied, from this also, I found this forum.
So, I think this is the great forum, we can find many and many information, advices that maybe could help you.