In my case.
I live very happy as a male, and in ocasions i go and play cd according to my mood, and when the desire to do cd stuff is strong it lasts for days and i may be dressing up everyday and trying to do unusual stuf such as going out enfemme, running in heels etc, is not a transition to become the real me, actually the real me is already defined and took some time to make sure , now i just understand my cd behavior as instead of smoking i cd, or instead of playing gotcha , i cd etc,
can i live happy without cd, no i cant i need it, ...can i tell my secret? no i cant and i dont want is mine and i dont find any need to do that with my love ones, is not a problem in me, as most of the people think it is. Am i happy doing this double life? well i dont think is a double life just is my privacy period, is like not inviting someone everytime i need to go to the toilet, etc.
I believe that some of us we are alike in the effect of dressing as a woman but totally different in feeling it and understanding it, all of us have a different perception of our own person and what we want, thats why i understand the levels of cd ing and tg preferences etc, i find very interesting the diferences and i admire the people that could acdcept their own nature.
