For the last few hours i've been sat and staring at nothing trying to get work done but my head just doesnt seem to work. I've been trying really hard to get on with things but its really got to me today. I suffer from a few mental health issues which makes life complicated and hard but my gender issues have really piled up on me and i dont know what to do. The support teams that are meant to help me havent got in touch with me for weeks and i cant get a hold of them and now I feel lost.
Im confused about what I want in terms of gender as I feel like a male, relate to male things and see myself as male but i dont know if i really want to transistion as I feel theres a lot to lose if I do.
Ive only told three people in my life. My boyfriend and two friends. My friends seem to try and change the subject everytime I talk to them about it. My boyfriend is supportive but he feels like im going against nature which is one thing he doesnt agree with. Theres just too much going on right now that I just feel really confused and annoyed with everything.
