I just found out about this, and I am heartbroken.
I was such a fan, and she had such a forum.
I didn't know she detransitioned, which is bad enough. How could she do that from her forum, with no explanation?
But she committed suicide too. Which breaks my heart, that she was suffering that bad.
She went from being a shining example, to being another reason for people to tell transsexauls that we are nuts.