Patience is a virtue unfortunately if you got too much of it you will miss all the fun in between. We are so focused on tomorrow we often miss today. I know because I too can't wait until that day. So get frustrated, blast your hormonal anxiety, post your thoughts, release the anger, here at susans or to your buddy if you got one, I don't :-(
Gods seem to have a wisdom we rarely understand and since this is happening, it is happening for a reason.
Gods bless babe!