Hi everyone, been lurking here for a while and finally decided to join in. I am a MtoF transexual. I don't ever remember living as a boy. I have always felt like I was a girl. I presently live with my mom who is very supportive of me and the way I am. I have never met my Father. He left when he found out mom was pregnant with me. She has always been there for me. I have been in canceling for a major part of my
life.My male parts are on the small side and not much good for anything other than to wee
with.My penis does not work I have never been able to get it up.]I do not have testicles, I have desending ovaries. I didn't find out about the ovaries till I was 25 years old I plan on having SRS as soon as I save all the money and I am about there. I want to go to Colombia to have my surgery because I know a couple Of girls that went there. Its a woman Doctor and she does about the best I have seen. I already have a voice like a woman and the harmones I have been taking since I was 12 years old, thanks to my mom. It was kinda funny for a while she would come home from work and change clothes. When I would get home from school everyday, I would go straight to the bathroom and put on some of moms clothes. I never hid this from her, I would come out dressed in her clothes like this and she would tell me we need to go to town and get me my on clothes. At first I would wear her panties and bras but her bras were very big on me because she has very large breast. I was very fortunate that the harmones worked very good for me. Once I got my on clothes I would wear them all the time even to school and yes I was laughed at and rediculed almost everyday but I did not care because I felt right like this and after awhile they all got used to it and left me alone. Be glad when I can have the SRS surgery and never look back. Sorry for the long post and very glad to meet all of you.
Pamela Kelly T.
PS I tried to post some pics but don't know how yet. HELP SOMEBODY