make a wish and blow

[confused]

wouldn't the world be a nicer place if that wish came true
my wish is being born in another form , which i'm starting to think is unreachable . i wish i was even a rock , i'd have coped with that . i've seen a lot of people who have done it , before i see them i used to think it was impossible , i decided to start but now i think it's impossible for me
it makes me wonder why i'm like this , i mean life is so random ,then how come my whole body and life was designed for me to never be happy or feel free , whos responsible for my endless torment?

anyway , i wish it was as easy as making a wish and blow , but i think i'm not up to it ,maybe i'll just stay as i am till the day i die
i guess what i'm saying is i have no energy left to transition , it wouldn't work right anyway not with me . i don't know what else to say except that i'll always be here and you'll always have my support

[Sandy]

Miracles do happen, but they are an awful lot of effort.

Please don't be so hard on yourself.  It is a long road and it is easy to get discouraged, but try not to give up on your dreams.

And it is we who are saying to you, that we will always support you and we will *always* be here for you!

-Sandy

[LordKAT]

Wishes do come true, just not necessarily in the time or place we wish them to.  Keep working on transition if yo have the desire and then it will happen. No one said it would be easy in between, that is what friends like those on this site are for. We all want to give up sometimes. I think that is just a part of the human condition.

[Megan]

Yeah, life sucks sometimes in endless torment. Go for your goals I suppose, since it be one step closer than before.

I would wish to be cute. The big bright eyes, rounded chin, small full lips, small upturned nose, slender and small body, blonde hair.
That's how I feel like, that's who I am.

But do it now, and seize the moment since tomorrow is not guarantee.

[LordKAT]

But do it now, and seize the moment since tomorrow is not guarantee.

Very true and good advice.

[confused]

it's just tht everything is so fraustrating , and every positive attempt i try fails , even my looks , some people pass without doing anything , i don't
maybe it's because i'm new to everything or the fact that i only took very tiny steps and not been long since i started. but it's just that i don't see any hope you know? to have energy you must have hope
i wanna know that it's possible for me but no one can tell me that
anyway , now i basically don't know what to do , but transition is still my ultimate goal if it's not an impossible dream

[Janet_Girl]

Passing is a lot of practice ( Makeup ) or money ( FFS ) and a whole lot of attitude.

[lightvi]

i break down and cry alot and think.. why me? why couldn't i have been born the way i wanted to? it's incredibly tough and i feel hopeless a lot of times (today especially for some reason). just got to wipe away the tears keep your chin up and keep walking, even if your walking very slowly :) music helps me tons.. so does writing, shopping, and daydreaming about how i'll be some day. i know sometimes it's depressing but don't give up, nothing is impossible imo :)