I can't add more than Joelene
Things are going to be better.
The voice is to improve by three things
practicing, practicing and practicing, do the exercises and keep doing them.
It won't work in a day or a week but it will work.
Maybe you can do something with the exercising from you tube.
There is a serie of movies from samanthaFLA.
she uses male and female voices to show how you can change the voice.
If you find your looks are too masculine, you need to be a smart girl with make up.
Everybody has something ugly and beautifull in the face, do your make up in the way that your pretty things like eyes or lips are more prominent.
People will notice that as first.
If nothing seem to help you enough you can find a surgeon for frs, there are so much possibilities.
You hate it you're fat, okay, do something about it, eat lesss meat and more vegetables, do some sport, just like walking everyday or a work out, you can do that at home.
As you will notice, also this won't work in a day but, it works sooner or later.
Yes honey, it's hard working with transition but with a bit of luck and persisting there will be a beautifull woman looking at you in the mirror.
Don't give up sweety, never give up, fight for your dreams to come true.
hugs
annette
