Not sure if anyone remember me, I quit the forum and deleted my account a while back, can't remember when, this winter sometime I think. Because I was so confused about everything and hurt.
But I feel more in harmony now, not questions about if I am this and that anymore, but I just accept myself for what I am. I just allow myself to be filled with feminine energy and that makes me calm, instead of all the theater play. I changed my name to a unisex name, using a doctor prescribed antiandrogen for hair loss, and take 5 times more to try to get more of the side-effects, such as lack of facial or male body hair growth, breast growth etc. And I do my best with cosmetics, and things like shaping the eyebrows. And for once I feel nearly ok by looking in the mirror, since I look far from a manly man. Going to get therapy soon, and feel quite sure that I'll get the GID diagnosis, but I think I will be considered to have been too mentally unstable in the past to get a full transsexual diagnosis (and thereby given rights as one), so not sure if I will even try that. Wish I had some more hormones though, I read a advice about menopause medicine to add estrogen, but I'm unsure if my doctor would prescribe that. But anyway, I'm just here to read tips about makeup etc. and I'm changing gradually to a person I enjoy being more then anything I've felt before.
