This is sooooo hard >:/

[madisonp]

I HATE BEING A BOY
I hate my clothes
I hate my family wanting me to be more masculine,

My father has the worst taste in the world, and forces me to wear these incredibly high pants to every occasion we have. All my clothes are so boring and masculine. Men have no choice for occasions, it's simply shirt pants suit and tie.

SOMEONE KILL ME, I look like a lesbian wearing a suit, I'm so feminine people ask me if I'm a girl.
I wish I could tell them, tell them all who I really am, but they would all just vulture on me, eat me up like the family they are...

Sorry, I'm angry, if I wasted your time I apologize

[confused]

no you didn't waste my time
but i don't know what to say other than , sorry

[aydan_boy]

  Your thoughts and pains are not a waste of time.
I can't give you any miracle advise, nor wisdom of the wise, seeing as i'm probably a lot younger than you, but i can tell you one thing: One day you'll look back at all that, and you won't even remember the feeling that you have now. One day things will be better, all you have to do is keep fighting, keep things together until you get to that one day. I know how annoying that sounds, but what the hell. Don't let the bastards getcha down!

Any chance you can go buy your own clothing in secret? I know its kinda dumb question, seeing as if you could you probably already would have...Just wondering.