First off, T doesn't make you a complete "man". Only you can make you a complete man, and you can be a complete man before T. Define yourself. T won't make you any more masculine than you already are. It'll make your body more masculine, but you will generally stay the same. When I started T, I found I was less emotional...less prone to crying...now I take my fury and sadness out on card games or punching walls...but I can't really cry, and I don't mind.