tortured

[Shiro M.]

i'm not getting put on E. it hurts, i can't say anything or they'll put me in the hospital. i'm being tortured.

[Binks]

I am a little confuzzled so like WTF is going on hun.

[lilacwoman]

Hi Shiro
you need to get a child counsellor on your side...have you looked through the phone book for help for adolescents?
your feelings are not going to go away but you need some proper help.

[Shiro M.]

How could I possibly benefit from the hospital? What would a CC do? Probably nothing.

[Enchanting_doll]

A CC might be able to talk to the people who said you aren't going on E or they might be able to help you problem shoot to find another alt. until your old enough to decide for yourself. Also a hospital isn't that bad (I've been in one) it gives you the space and time to think and clear your head without elements and stress around you.

[Shiro M.]

Why does everyone hate me?

I have had feelings for a guy that lives on my street for a few months now, I was so confused. I thought if I talked to him about it I'd figure it out... he called me a ->-bleeped-<-got, punched me in the face and slammed his door on me, the minute I mentioned it. I can't have anything but pain....

[Hermione01]

I'm sorry that you had to experience this kind of violence, I don't condone this guy's actions at all.  But my advice would be not to open up to random strangers about what you are experiencing, it's only going to cause heartache.
At this stage you need to talk to professionals that can help you. 

[Cindy]

Shiro,
Calm down. Who wants to put you hospital and what for? If you are getting severely paranoid you may need some time out. There is nothing wrong with that and no harm done, before you do some harm to yourself.
Vexing is totally correct the you were assaulted and could report it to the police. Be careful about coming out to people that you have 'feelings' for them, particularly when you are young. They may act in an immature way as this boy did. A proper response would be to tell you he wasn't interested, and that's how emotionally mature people should act. But it sometimes difficult. I really don't want you to get hurt and your posts are displaying a lot of pain and anguish. Do seek medical help, and always ask the doctor to explain everything to you in language you can understand, and to write it down for you so you can get other opinions. Your rights are legally enshrined and Doctors now that and have to follow rules.

Take care

Cindy