9. Once you're Gone
Jaci
giving up
never looked easier
sleeping forever
never looked so sweet
sometimes
that's just what I want to do
when I think of one of my ex-boyfriend
long ago
when I was young
I did a bad bad thing
and now he is married
and I'm taking the blame
for it all
I want him back
(chorus)
I missed you
but once you're gone
you're gone
moving on in your life
once you're gone its over
and I need to face it
once you're gone
the relationship ends
and I need to move on
once you're gone
yelling
never look so much like temptation
pulling down the curtains
I would like to do that
because I had a good one
but lost it all
because I couldn't be faithful
now I'm the one
who is all alone
praying for my soul.
I know you're happy now
wish I could be happy for you
but I'm jealous
(chorus)
chorus
10. Care Of u
Jaci
what are you're secrets
what are you're worries
do you have a boy?
can we be a couple
or you taken?
or you just don't want to play the dating game
oh its not easy
but I never thought it would be so hard
finding the one for you
someone who can love you
and not wanting favor in return
I want to go back to the start
Oh this romance
can be scary
someone told me
you gotta be unselfish
I think I can be unselfish
so come and love me
and rescue me from the demons
that have wreck my life
can you do that?
are you strong enough?
to love someone who moods
are like a rollarcoaster?
maybe if I done things different
it would of been easy
and not so hard
oh I want someone who can love me
even when I'm feeling bad
take me back to the start.
maybe I can change things
and do things different
maybe I can care for you
if I find you
and I won't have to go back to the start
if going back will make me have you
then take me back to start
let me start over.
I don't know who you are
but I'll trust
the unseen
I'll trust the unseen
now come and meet me
and let's start are love.
Posted on: November 17, 2006, 12:17:01 PM
11. Am I?
Jaci
Time has been ticking for so long
And I feel so alone
I feel so gone
from where I came from
oooooooooh, I don't want to be alone
So, why am I alone?
(chorus)
oh someone take me away
someone take me away
and give
and give me hope
and someone take me away
and give
and give me hope
I need hope
the clocks keep going
but I'm on slow motion
I feel so sad
that time has past
and I still am alone
and I'm still not with someone
how long must I way
how long must I feel so far away
(chorus)
what do I do
without someone
to care
what do I do without someone to give
all my stuff away
all my love away
what do I do without them
how do I fine them
(chorus)
I feel I can't live
I feel I can't live without them
(chorus)
Posted on: November 17, 2006, 12:22:13 PM
Most the songs I written been theme, the theme is looking for love and being alone, which im expericeing now. they aren't the best songs but it only took me a few mins to write, this isn't the best of songs but ill work on them all.
12, Give up or let Go(I don't know)
Jaci
(chorus)
give up
or let go
I don't know
which one
sounds better
should I give up
or let go
or are they the same?
or should I ask
live up or let go?
I don't know
Sometimes
I feel I need to move away
from life, sometimes
I want to scream inside
sometimes
I want to throw in the losing card
it really gets hard
being me
but I know deep down
I'm not the only one
who cries and dies inside
but sometimes
I can be selfish
and only think of my pain
(chorus)
starving myself is not the way
but sometimes, I don't feel like eating
I am told if I look to the lord
it will all go away
sometimes I don't believe that
sometimes I don't even care
but all the time
I'm crying
its all this one person fault
but I can't blame them
they didn't make me messed up
sometimes I just feel like sleeping forever
because nothing seems right
(chorus)
Truth or dare
he tells me
the person
who controls me says
truth or dare
tell me the truth
do you like me
or dare
truth or dare
truth do you give up
or dare you to live
I don't know
I don't know
(chorus)
