Written at various times :)
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I hope you can forget about me as quickly as possible
And everything I do
I hate myself for everything I'm doing
And everything I've done
I wish it all meant nothing
Relating to the stars and only them
I'm worth nothing and will fade away
That is what keeps me comfort
I will hang on, but I will destroy everything
I've already destroyed myself
One last word of advice
Don't follow me into my dark
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Feel free to join this circus
If your not already creeped out
By this dreadfully obnoxious ache
The people around me full of humanity
All i see are people locked and caged
Set on suicide
So I guess we are...
Chained to the bottom of the ocean floor
It's like running underwater
My mind is ticking so slowly
Don't wait up for me
It must be luck
To drown alive like this
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The epitome of my soul rots like the carcass of a thousand dead stars
A bodiless pit of despair and writhing agony
My mind is like a drop in a dirty pond that was once alive
Tormented by every breath and every waking moment of consciousness
The demons mouth opens up and swallows me whole
My voice is muffled, my lips are sown
Walking through a forest of my own lies and tears
the blood stains are on the wall and they never come off
I'm stuck inside this torture room called my heart
There is no happy ending, no way out
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Where is the clearest field to watch the stars
And run around and catch the falling ones
If i could fly, I'd fly to the moon and lay on it forever and ever
Just watching the world
There's no fear when your heading towards the moon
Maybe it'll rain on the moon
I would stick out my toung and feel the drops on my skin
And dance around with my arms in the air
Singing as loud as my voice will allow
Then I'll just listen and sit
Just watch as everything around me turns
And it will all be ok :)
