One year into HRT

[alexia elliot]

Well, I have doubted often and had been up and down emotional roller coaster. Reluctantly, I sat down to do a photo update for the record, after taking a film I previewed the shots and chosen the best to show you. I have surprised my self with how well this stuff came out. One step forward this time! While putting make up on and doing photo shoot I tried to speak with female tone of voice, well, lets just say it would ruin the feeling of entire picture collage :-)  got to start training. Hope you enjoy 

[Michelle.]

Looking good, you go girl!!

[Jasmine.m]

You are very pretty, Alexia!!

[alexia elliot]

Thanks girls, since starting hrt my expectations of success were on one side extreme, on the other realistically dull. Every time I would see something change it would only prove to improve so minutely that many times I ave lost faith. This time was the longest between deciding to check on the progress with effort  of full scale make up and stuff. But to my surprise I have gained yet another so needed boost to carry on. Whats more now I have experienced attitude like I never experienced before. When I started the shoot I was just playing along and shots were so so, then as it went on I started to imagine being able to go out with bunch of girlfriends to town and enjoy freedom and then my pics cam alive and femininity surfaced through like I never seen before. You girls are right, attitude does wonders!!!!!!   

[MsFierce]

Your very pretty.

You look a lil like Catherine Zeta-Jones

[alexia elliot]

Thank you sooo much for such comparison. I have gotten those exact comparisons from girls here before, but kind of thought to my self, YEEH RIGTH? but now I am starting to believe that it may be possible to achieve the unachievable. I am sooo happy, well, at least for now :-)

[Janet_Girl]

Looking hawt as usual, Alexia.

[Rock_chick]

you shouldn't doubt hun...you look gorgeous.

[alexia elliot]

Thank you soooo much. I admit I am thirsty for admiration, and perhaps it is selfish and vain to need such. But I really never expected for things to go my way. I always was so far away from reality of womanhood that only in dreams was I able to live Alexia. I love you all for all your support through not so good times and now for the words which make my soul dance. I don't know how to convey my happiness. Yesterday and today are one of the grater days of my transition and maybe my entire life.                     

[Coppélia]

Don't feel ashamed of wanting admiration. You definitely deserve it. Even buddhist monks are vain (they all want to have that same look) so it's a good thing to like the way you look.

[Iceprincess]

Wow, for being just in HRT for 1 year, you're looking really great!

[Shang]

*jumps in*  You look good, hun!  Very pretty!