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Ever since I was in kindergarten I thought I was ugly :P

Started by madisonp, June 28, 2010, 11:31:44 PM

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madisonp

So, I don't really know what this is all about, but I'd like to call it a thank you to everybody
I've never told anybody but since I was young (ever since I can remember actually) I've hated myself because I believed I was ugly. I used to press my nose against the mirror to see what I would look like with a different nose, I used to ask my mom if the person in the mirror was actually me.(I used to think that the people who made mirrors were all in on some scheme to trick me into believing I was someone else :P)

I guess that my self hating carried on for much too long. But since realizing I am trangender, while my depression hasn't completely left it has seemed to impact me significantly less now that I know there are so many possibilities our there for me. And I owe it all to this place.
I owe it to you.
I just want tothank everyone for all the kind words you've posted on topics I have made previously, and thanks to all the support I've decided that I'm going to write my parents a letter (seing as how they've ignored my coming out to them face to face)

Also, I recently discovered that, besides the fact that I live in Montreal (hello dr. Brassard) in Quebec your hrt and srs are funded by some organization (good on me for knowing what it's called.)

Anyways, thank you everybody, because thanks to you I can finally start my journey! Susans.org is truly a blessing
Love,
Madison

Post Merge: June 28, 2010, 11:34:43 PM

Ps: I didn't recently discover I love in Montreal
I recently discovered that second point I presented.

Oh and also I've been doing a lot more things that I love :D (writing fiction and baking :B)
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LordKAT

Baking? As in scalloped potatos and stuff like pies? fruit cakes?

Can I visit?  Truth is I can't cook. I live on peanut butter all week then sneak to a friends house and eat his wife's cooking on the weekends.

oh on topic stuff, I always thought the mirror lied so I wouldn't use one. My parents tried putting one up in my room. Somehow it got broke. No loss it didn't work right anyway, it kept showing some gorgeous chick. Funny thing is, it looked just like my daughter does now.  Must have been a magic mirror that told the future or something.
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Binks

Hugs I kinda felt the same growing up. But hey it has gotten better.


OH and baking nom nom nom I bake all the time myself. Right now I am working on the planning stages of a Sushi cupcake plate.
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LordKAT

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WarHeadJoe3

i love fish and chips, calamari, and NE clam chowder, but i despise seafood. wierd but that sushi does sound good
Black Label Society Doom Crew. PA Chapter SDMF
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