So for the past two weeks I've been swept up in this sort of quasi-relationship with a girl who I really like. We've basically been doing various things together, sometimes along with other people from our shared social group (the tai chi class I go to), but sometimes just me and her. I feel it's pretty obvious that I like her, but I haven't explicitly said anything yet, mainly because I don't have much experience (aka zero) with 'dating'. She seems to like hanging out with me, but I can't tell if it's on the friend or interest level (I'm not out to my friends yet so this is all still in guy mode).
Anyway, we talked last night and were potentially going to go to a salsa dancing lesson tonight. She'd said she would be at tai chi class this afternoon, but then she didn't show up, and she didn't answer when I called her afterward. I'm probably just being all mental when I don't need to be, but the thought that runs through my head is that maybe she's been getting tired of hanging out with me all the time or something. I feel like it's probably not that, but since we've been at this point where we're not quite dating but still spending a lot of time together, feelings aren't out in the open yet so my emotional state becomes easily hinged on the result of every social interaction with her, so anytime anything happens my mind just starts spinning in circles, etc.
So yeah, I don't know... I think I just needed to get some of that out of my head before it drove me totally crazy!
