I signed up over a year ago...haven't been around much though...I'm a little shy, and quite unsure of myself. Seems like most of my earliest memories are of wanting/dreaming of being a girl. These feelings have come and gone my whole life, recently though, it seems they are with me most of the time. I cross dress on occasion (not nearly enough though). I love when i can be "me"...Jaymie. In short though, I really don't know how I could transition. I really think that I would have no support from friends and family, which is very important to me, yet I also feel for lack of a better word "cheated" out of the experience of being a woman. I guess at the very least I guess i'm glad for a forum like this where I can see i'm not alone, and I can express myself as a woman.