Really weird dream

[jmaxley]

Not sure if it was something I ate last night or what, but I woke up from a really bizarre dream this morning.  What happened in it--apparently an egg from my ovary (ugh, hate even typing that word) had fertilized itself and started growing into this deformed monstrosity and I had to go have surgery to get it removed.  As the surgery was being done, there my body was lying on the table and I was also standing next to the doctor talking to him!  I told him just to do a hysterectomy so it wouldn't happen again and he argued with me about it but finally agreed to do a partial hysto.  I woke up right after the uterus was pulled out.  Anyone else ever have weird dreams like that?  It was a bit of a nightmare at first, the whole psuedo-pregnancy thing, but it ended well, lol.  Would love to get a hysto done IRL.

[FolkFanatic]

I always have weird dreams but i usually forget them the next day. They usually stem from whatever show i was watching before bed. Which lately happens to be Supernatural and/or Queer as Folk, so you can imagine what dreams those two shows could lead to!

Hmm... like two nights ago i dreamt that i was with a couple of my friends but we where running from someone through an (empty) mall - looked a lot like the one near me. Managed to hide, get found, run some more, then when i turned around in a stairwell (which is odd cuz our mall doesn't have one and everything ELSE was the same) i saw that someone else was running with/behind us and that person and the one chasing us had a show down. They "hulked out" like in the movie, all muscles and bad temper LMAO!

Then i woke up. Don't know what that was about but i had the same thing you did - i was there, running, but then at some point i was also an "onlooker." Very strange.

And another time i dreamt i was having a conversation with my mom that went like this:

Me: Mom, my name is Justin.
Mom: No it isn't, honey.
Me: Yes it is, see? (holds out photo ID)
Mom: That's not real sweetie.
Me: Yes it is. Mom, i'm a guy and my name is Justin!
Mom: No you aren't. (looks at my grandmother) Isn't she just being silly?
Grandma: I suppose.
Mom: See even your grandmother agrees with me - your name is Erin and you are a girl.
Me: No, i'm a guy and my name is Justin. Remember i had it legally changed?
Mom: You where dreaming, honey. Your name is not Justin, it wasn't legally changed.
Me: Oh my God.... (stalks off - to apparently find my boyfriend, who was in the men's room)

Then we had to run from the building, because it was collapsing or something, and we all hopped on a train for no apparent reason.

Like i said, weird.

[Al James]

At the minute i'm having dreams that are so life like that i'm actually getting up tireder than when i went to bed. Its like full movie colour action and its really annoying- i just want to sleep

[aydan_boy]

Some pretty interesting dreams here. I have this recurring one where instead of being FTM I'm MTF, and TRYING to get my mother to call me by my actual birth name. Talk about confusing.

[Lewis]

My dreams (on the rare occasions I remember them) I am nearly always male. Sometimes I have a fully male body, sometimes I'm aware in the dream that it has female parts (these dreams are nightmares).  Also my dreams are kind of like movies, with real plot and everything. Last night I dreamed that I attended one of those murder mystery weekends, except that the murder was real, I was a prime suspect and my dad was the detective and he didn't recognise me. Then at some point it all changed and I ended up in Prague. No idea why.

[Byren]

I'm rarely in my own dreams. But when I am, they're usually really twisted or wild. I'm almost always either male or genderless in my dreams. The most recent one I had was horribly sad.

I dreamed that I went to visit the house I grew up in, and miraculously, found my childhood pet wandering the nearby woods. (Sadly he's been dead for seven years). He was a black and white boy cat we had for 13 years. I remember feeling so relieved that he'd only been lost in my dream, and not dead. When I woke up I felt like crying all over again. 

Conversely, I also tend to dream about causing mass destruction on a near apocalyptic scale...I try not to think too much into that though. ^_^;

[Tad]

I have weird dreams about being a werewolf, or having to escape from and kill zombies or vampires or whatever...

though the scary dreams are the ones where my parents are forcing me to marry some guy.
Post Merge: August 02, 2010, 10:36:15 AM
gah I had a horrible dream lsat night. just remembered. Me and some kids and their mom were at a gas station.. for whatever reason they all came into the restroom with me.. into the guys restoroom. So I go into a stall and ass I'm getting my stp into position the mom bursts into stall looking for toilet paper.. and she's like .. don't mind me just keep peeing. But I get so distracted by her because I'm trying not to let her see that I'm using an STP.. and  my aim is way off.. and I pee all over everything including my shorts. She thinks I'm some kind of retard because I got pee all over myself.. but she's like.. just take your shorts off and go to the car in your boxers.

GahhhH!

[caleb727]

I definitely have had some weird transitioning dreams. before I started t, I had dreams where my hair was still long... an since that was my only physical male characteristic other than binding, it was pretty frustrating. I still have those dreams, but they're less stressful since I have more of an inner sense of who I am.

[Elijah3291]

I had a dream a few days ago that I was in a male body and I was a ->-bleeped-<-, and I was a female dressed hooker.  I had a real penis and no breasts.  I went to this guy for sex cause I needed the money, and he had 3 penis's.  then I started to get hard so I had to run away because he would beat me to death if he knew I had a male body but was playing off as a girl.

it was weird.

[Nathan.]

I've had a few weird transitioning dreams. In one dream I was having a talk with some surgeon about top surgery and I couldn't afford it so he said to cut down on costs he could do it without anesthetic  It was good at the end but the surgery part freaked me out.

[Yakshini]

I have weird dreams related to being trans every once in a while. Usually my dreams are about zombies or vampires.
The last one I remember having was me and a bunch of other trans guys I know from another site were meeting in Washington. For some reason, none of us no longer had a way to get home. I called my mother and she told me that I would have to find my own way home. As it turns out, trans men all have large, angelic wings that we have to keep secret from the world. One of the other guys suggested that we all just use our wings to fly home, and another guy freaked out about how we couldn't use our wings because if anyone saw them, we would get killed or experimented on. So I told them, "We have these wings. We shouldn't have to hide them. They are beautiful, and we can use them to go home."
So we all unbound our wings and started flying. Everyone had different coloured feathers, mostly varying between white and brown, but mine were completely black.

It seemed really symbolic, but I can never interpret my own dreams. I mostly prefer dreams I don;t have to muse about to figure out their meaning. My best dream ever was me having a tour of a cake museum, where I just went around eating lots and lots of cake. No symbolism there, just lots of cake. And it was awesome.

[Elijah3291]

perhaps your dream is about you being ashamed of being trans, when actually its a beautiful thing and you need to accept it, and use it like the wings.

btw freaking awesome dream, id love to have a flying dream

[Jake P]

That is a pretty awesome dream.  Sadly I don't often remember my dreams....

[Squirrel698]

I had a dream last night where I was pregnant again.  However for some reason my stomach was clear so I could see the baby developing inside.  Nothing wrong with baby, a beautiful baby girl.  Wild to see her moving around inside of me with her little feet.  I was a little confused as to how it could have happened but not to worried. 

She was born and named Avery.  There was some confusion as we realized we needed to buy another crib because Kayla my real baby was still in one.  A crib was found and she was put to bed.  I went to sleep in another room and strangely it wasn't any house I had been to before.  It was full of antique dolls and toys.

For some strange reason all of the dolls came to life and started marching around the room.  They turned their heads on their swivel necks to look around but their faces started frozen doll expressions, creepy.  Turns out they were planning on executing an actual man.  They brought him out with his hands tied.  They were going to hang him.  He seemed sad about it but not unaccepting.   

Very strange.  I woke up then.  I'm not sure what it means.  Perhaps I am having lingering doubts about losing my female identity?  That my female childhood is trying to kill my masculine identity?  I hope not.  hmmm 

[elvistears]

I had a dream years ago that a trans guy friend of mine asked me when I was going to transition. I'd been thinking about it, albeit uber secretly. I told a friend and she laughed and said I wouldn't make a good trans guy.

LITTLE DOES SHE KNOW!

[Dante]

I had a dream that was like that once...

I somehow got pregnant (I despise the thought of having sex, so I don't even know...) and the people were telling me I had to keep the baby "for the good of mankind" or something like that; they never specifically said why, just that it was important. After hassling me for a long time, I finally agreed ( ) and was given a bodyguard. Awhile later, I remember I was in a pink room with the bodyguard, and I suddenly broke down and started clawing at my stomach, screaming that I couldn't do it and that I didn't care about the "important" reason, and that they better get this thing out of me before I kill myself. The guard was trying to stop me, and the people rushed into the room, and I think they said they'd take it out, but it never happened.

I was disturbed by it for three days after, and was afraid to go to sleep because I didn't want to dream about it again. It really scared me, even to this day.   

[elvistears]

Once I dreamt I gave birth to twin kittens, human baby sized and furless. In the dream I made out with the female doctor who was delivering the kittens.