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I Don't want to have suicidal thoughts and feelings but I do

Started by V M, July 31, 2010, 12:27:17 AM

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How many of you think about suicide?

I wrestle with it on a daily basis
16 (37.2%)
I think about it more than I should
38 (88.4%)
I think about it sometimes
30 (69.8%)
I have friends that are suicidal
9 (20.9%)
I never think about it
8 (18.6%)
I could care less... More air for me
2 (4.7%)
I use to think about suicide but no longer think about it
17 (39.5%)

Total Members Voted: 43

V M

I think about it allot... I often wish I could stop thinking about it
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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JosephKT

I've gotten into a really strange loop.  I try to stay stronger than my depression by working, work to keep my mind and body busy.  I'm already a work-a-holic, but it gets worse when I'm depressed.  No matter how self-pitying I get, if I know there are people expecting me to get somewhere to do work at a certain time it forces me to eat, sleep, bathe and put my head somewhere productive.  Now when I work myself to the point where I feel like I can't go on, but I'm still depressed, I get the feeling "well, you've given this commitment, if it's too much when this is done you can finish yourself then without inconveniencing everyone."  Things get problematic when I'm depressed and I see too little work on my plate, then opening a vein starts to look really good.
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