Boyfriend is gone again...

[Lukas-H]

He had to go back home to his country which is almost half-way across the world from where I live. He had been at my place for two months and it was so hard to let him go at the airport. We webcam chat every day as much as we can but it's hard to not be able to be next to him and touch him, kiss him, hold/be held by him and everything else we did together while he was here (which was almost everything, as if we were joined at the hip, lol).

I know it's difficult for long-distance relationships to hold together but I know we will make it until I'm able to move in with him in his country. I've already decided this fact, I love it where he lives and it's a beautiful place with wonderful people. I want to learn their language and hopefully become a citizen there.

There's more, but I don't feel like mentioning it here. Also, if I ever decide to have my breasts removed I'm going to be so happy when it comes to be that time of the month again (if I still have that then) because I had it twice in about a month and a half and having them swell up is one of the things I hate the most.