Quote from: Icephoenyx on August 26, 2010, 09:39:03 PM
Aww Muffin you are so lucky to have a guy friend like that!! I say you should go for it if you are that attracted to him!
Or, at least casually bring it up in conversation in a jokingly way and see what he says!!
lol ok I have to explain my story from today in full for context!!!!
This morning I had a dream ...it was a happy dream. Actually I think it may of been my first girl sex dream, I could tell because there was no actual sex happening. oh gosh where is this heading...eerrrrrr..... so in the dream I was with a guy and we were walking around a city. He happens to say something not really silly and I jokingly suggest that he apologise so he writes me this amazingly hott letter, he wrote it as we walked (somehow). So he lets me read it OH YEAH the guy at some point turned into Gerard Butler (ok I've never ever considered him in anyway before, seen his movies, great, but nothing really flickered) which was strange as I never really fancied him at all (he was hott in the dream though). So I read the letter and it's amazing, it has me gasping for air reooww!!! So by the time I finish it I'm convinced he is the one! Perfection....bliss... that was pretty much the dream.
Earlier this week my "friend" suggested hanging out and it wasn't until the last minute and he said it could only be for an hour. I ignored his text at the time then told him yesterday that I ppfttt'd at his suggestion and he apologised. Truth is I felt like ->-bleeped-<- and was crabby from an online heated discussion. But meh.
So today we hang out and I tell him about my dream..... half way through telling him I'm like ($%*^ $@%^ $&%^.... just stay steady and finish the story $#%^ $%#^ $%&^). So I did and then changed the subject.
I hadn't given myself any time to ponder my dream before leaving and it didn't click until too late that maybe their was a connection between Gerards sorry note and my friends sorry txt and the fact that he pretty much is as hott as Gerard. I just hope he didn't read too much into it, if he did then he may now know that I consider him to be perfection >_________<
lols