Hello there. I'm an ftm boy.
I say boy because I'm only in high school. I say ftm, rather than a name because I'm still working on picking a male name. Although, I quite like Jakob. The k, rather than c, seems unprofessional but oh well, it is my name.
I know I've got a long way to go in life. With everything. Including this part of me. I seek advice on certain issues. Transgender information has not been very accessible for me. That is part of the reason I joined this site.
Many people wrote about their first trans issues that occurred or something like it. So I will mention a bit of that. I suppose I first started having trans issues in preschool-kindergarten. I told people to call me Hunter. After that, I had many more issues and several boy names.
I'm not out to many people. Well, I'm out as bisexual. Came out as so at 13. I don't really feel bisexual, though. I just love who I feel like. And I love Kaitlyn. So maybe that makes me straight. Who knows, who cares... Anyways, I'm not out as transgender to anyone other than online people, an ex friend and my beautiful girlfriend. I'd like to be out. I really, really want to be. I'm sick of being treated as a girl. But I'm scared. Very afraid.
Anyway, thanks for reading this. Hope to find support.
