@ Tori319:
Are you pretty certain about your transness? I'm guessing you are.
Come out, Tori. Your GID will never go away. Hardest person to REALLY come out to? Yourself!
I hid my transness from myself for decades, and it got worse ... and worse ... and worse. Often times, the late-onset transsexual (me and a few others on here) is the desperate transsexual. Once you come out to yourself, it's best to start coming out to others. You decide in what order and in what way you'll do that. Only you really know the people in your life and how they may or may not handle the news.
Remember, you are neither a weirdo nor a sinner or anything like that because you're trans. For me, I had to convince myself of exactly these two things ... before I could finally come out to myself. Best of luck to you.