Ok guys 2morrows the day I go to charing cross scared and exsited :p just wanned to talk alittle. I just wanned to now what people thought before going I'm scared cuz people keep telling me I will regrete it. Ect ect and closer on to the date I keep thinking maybe they r right I'm not sure if that's normale I love being male but I'm also scared. I haven't cryed about my body in a while. I'm not sure cuz that cuz I rareley look at it I think the last time I cryed about my body was 5 mths ago. I rareley shower I had one today and didn't cry. Not cuz I didn't want to I did I just couldn't... The wst thing I do in the morning when I get dressed it I put on my binder and that tje last thing I take of. I want to look as male as I can. But I haven't had a cry in a long time I tend to cry more when I can't get my binder right. Anyways I wanted to ask. When I was about 5 I got abused. (I have no memory I just have images from what people have told me) I never think about it its never on my mind and when I do it don't bother me as I don't rember it. It don't. Effect me emotionley I only now from what my mums told me. Anyways should I tell the doc? Thanks guys wish me luck
