Mother (insert a long stream of explitives here.) *deep breath*
So...I went to my dr's appt. I needed to talk to him first and formost about my hormone levels as they'd gone up to 1026 and that's too high for ME personally. I wasn't doing well with T that high. So that's what I'd made the appt for in the first place. I got those lab results about two weeks ago, so I've been hormonally wonky since...then the cramping started. So I planned on talking to him about that too.
I got there early, sat in the waiting room...sat some more...waited some more...got more nervous...and after a half hour of sitting there we had to leave because wifey dearest had an appt of her own elsewhere that we had to get to. She suggested we cancel her appt so I could talk to my dr but...no. She can't be missing appts. They're important. (granted..mine was important too...but gah. No easy answers)
I got another appt for Oct 6th!!! That feels so so so far away to have to wait to talk about hormone issues and gyn issues. Frick. I know I'm on a bit of a hormonal roller coaster right now, and probably not thinking the clearest...but I'm feeling like this is a rock and a hard place. Hysto...or quit T. Frick!!!
Again...mostly venting...maybe not thinking clearly...may have some other options..no real idea what's going on inside my body right now so moutains out of mole hills...I don't know. Just...upset.
