On Friday, I decided to go out and get myself some more male clothing for work. I managed to find some things that fit me okay, but... trying on pants was really terrible. Finding women's pants that fit me is hard enough, but with my (@#&$^ female hips and thighs, finding men's that fit and don't make my legs look like... elephant legs... was very, very difficult. The dysphoria was really bad. I managed to find two pairs (in three hours...) that I need to get hemmed since they're too long, but what I thought was going to be a liberating and enjoyable experience turned out to be really depressing.
Oh well. At least I got a nice tie. (And when it's inevitably too long, I'll just tie it into a full Windsor. Hah.) I know I'm going to have to go back soon, because at least going through that dysphoria is worth it for the ability not to feel forced into dressing like I'm a woman.
I'd really like to expand my wardrobe to be more fully geek chic (or rather, 'intentionally dorky academic'). Too bad sweatervests in my size are really hard to find.