Quote from: Miniar on September 30, 2010, 08:10:46 PM
"acceptance" doesn't mean agreement.
You can believe whatever you will, and I'm sure there'll be moments where I disagree, but that doesn't mean I don't accept you.
I wouldn't want my beliefs accepted at face value either. 

I wouldn't even accept my own beliefs at face value! Just when I believed in the tooth fairy, the government invented welfare. Of course you never heard of the tooth fairy on welfare, so it was a dumb idea for me to knock out my teeth just to get mo' money.
Then there are days I look at myself in the mirror and cry because I don't know what to believe. Maybe it was nice just to believe in something for awhile. A belief can kill the curiosity before the cat dies. Even a belief never kills the curiosity to the question... "what happened..." about oneself when there is either none or too many memories that may be the truth. Maybe, they all are true.[/quote]
Being pandimensional, one can hold something true in one reality that maybe somebody doesn't think is true in another reality. Not gonna push anybody into this rabbit hole...
Can't deny what we know is true by existence alone.
At the age of 3, I prayed for a change in my genitalia. Nobody taught me to pray. Nobody taught me the differences at that age. Somehow I knew something. Can't deny these truths. You don't have to believe me.
Don't always get what you want, yet sometimes we find what we need. Maybe just to know the differences that others don't know. Don't know what you got until it's gone. There is something gone... many things gone...
Does it make anybody wonder what really is a natural birth? Does this include soulful preferences are respected. If a soul wants to be one gender or another and the body isn't that way as we grow up... is the reason ever known? See what I mean by the "what happened?"
Maybe what I needed to realize is that I still do exist as who I really am even if not in this ordinary appearance. One day... it'll happen naturally... to be myself again. "Be natural" is the answer I say I received. Maybe it was a curse... or maybe a curse is what others want me to feel like I deserved. I want tp believe there was no reason. I just know it wasn't my choice... that this ordinary world doesn't agree with what is infinitely possible.
A freedom... denied... yet this isn't over yet. I've "let go" before... and the whisper from the wind carries me back and asks me each time... "why?"
..."why?"
..."why?"