So I couldn't fall asleep last night until 3 AM had to be up at 6 am for a final exam for my hardest class. I wake up to the coldest morning of the year so far and thought it would be a great day. Boy was I wrong. My mom gets stuck in traffic giving me a ride so I am late by 20 mins. I get to the testing center and it had opened 20 minutes before that. I am told, after being ma'amed by security 20 times even after telling them it was sir, to go to a certain room. I find the room, they sign me up, then tell me the guards should have sent me to the office first to pay. I walk back, start to walk into the office, then hear "ma'am, ma'am, miss?" Mind you my chest is completely flat, the hadn't seen my name, I'm wearing the most masculine clothes I own, and had already corrected them. I didn't realize they were talking to me so I continue into the office and am yanked back by my sweatshirt. The guard had literally grabbed it! He yanked hard enough that I started to fall backward but thank god I caught myself. After calling me a chick for the billionth time he tells me to wait. I wait an hour for the woman to be ready which according to the guards was supposed to be ready at 8. At around 9:30 I finally go in. She calls me a chick again but she saw my ID so I just politely corrected her which she ignored then took my cash, was rude, and I finally got to work on my exam. Throughout the test I see that my book puts GID on the same page as transvestic fetishism. I think there is nothing wrong with that mind you, I have my own kinks so I don't judge, I just think that is not the right place for it. If your opinion is different, I'm curious to hear it of course
So I end up focused on that, got a 75 on a test I studied over a week straight for, then got into it with my mom over something stupid. We aren't fighting anymore though and tonight is my trans meeting so I'm in a better mood now after venting. Thanks for reading
