Great, five month later and still at square one

[madisonp]

Well okay, maybe not square one, more like square 1.5
At least I look femenine, sound femenice and act femenine, always have, so I can pass in public not that my father is laying off about me cutting my hair
However, the most honest I've been about my transsexuality in the past five months was jokingly, (in case you don't know my parents confronted me about my gender dysphoria in Juna and brushed it under the carpet since then.)

I'm tempted to confide in my friends, because well, they're my friends, but I need to see a gender therapist now, in the name of god!
I'm pretty sure I'm going to make an appointment to see our school guidance counselor and hopefully she can refer me to someone, but even then I need to explain my dysphoria to my parents better before I can get any help.
Until then, I am 3/4 done planning a diet of estrogen rich foods XD I feel quite proud that I've decided to take on a task like this, but when I get to finishing it I'd be happy to share it with you all!

Susans has been great to me since the day I joined, and thanks so much to everyone here who'de been kind to me.
Pardon my really (REALLY) long absence
Mattie

[Megan]

You're not at square one, you're actually farther than me (family-wise)...

You're a little farther, and you'll become yourself within time, it's a mountain and one climb could take years while another climb can take a day. Your future will unfold beautifully and magically like a butterfly unfolding its wings to take flight into the forests of dreams and passions. Only you, hold the key to the destiny of your soul.

And with that key, you can turn the key to unlock the love and happiness of your inner self to be free to become as a dolphin in the land of wonder and awe. Where the purple elephants sing, and the whales fly in the air, is the land you'll enter. And you'll look to the sign, "To Destination", and you'll travel the long jouney of mountains of turmoil and volcanic ashes to meet your true self.

[lilacwoman]

As your previous posts show you've pretty well told the parents that you are really a girl are you reinforcing this by femming up around the house, asking Mom for makeup help, refuse to buy any clothes in male cut or colours?

slide slowly into female and make them face the fact.

but try get the therapy ASAP