Well okay, maybe not square one, more like square 1.5
At least I look femenine, sound femenice and act femenine, always have, so I can pass in public not that my father is laying off about me cutting my hair

However, the most honest I've been about my transsexuality in the past five months was jokingly, (in case you don't know my parents confronted me about my gender dysphoria in Juna and brushed it under the carpet since then.)
I'm tempted to confide in my friends, because well, they're my friends, but I need to see a gender therapist now, in the name of god!
I'm pretty sure I'm going to make an appointment to see our school guidance counselor and hopefully she can refer me to someone, but even then I need to explain my dysphoria to my parents better before I can get any help.
Until then, I am 3/4 done planning a diet of estrogen rich foods XD I feel quite proud that I've decided to take on a task like this, but when I get to finishing it I'd be happy to share it with you all!
Susans has been great to me since the day I joined, and thanks so much to everyone here who'de been kind to me.
Pardon my really (REALLY) long absence
Mattie