I honestly have no idea.
This happened like, twenty minutes ago and she was sitting on the floor sewing a hat for her Halloween costume and I was sitting here browsing the internet (we're pretty much doing the same things still).
Anyway, somehow we brought up the subject of drag king and transgender/transsexualism.
I think it had to do with me starting to talk about what my teacher was talking about in my Health class, about what male drug addicts will do for money - such as male prostitution - and the whole time I could only think, "I kind of want to be a male prostitute."
My best friend then said that I should be a drag king and that there are drag king competitions. Within that, she said that if she were a drag king, she'd wouldn't want to look like a man (which would honestly defeat the purpose, right?) and I said that I really think growing a beard and having a penis would be cool.
She said if I was a "->-bleeped-<-" she would be cool with it and she would be proud of me no matter what. Then, I told her I've considered getting a sex change and that I really want one. She was cool with it, but didn't really ask anything about it. So, that made me curious.
I don't want to bring it up again since the conversation has been long over, however, I'm not exactly sure if I came out to her. It's better than the last time I tried coming out to her, when she said that she can't see it because I'm too feminine. And it didn't really help when we were at the mall a couple of weeks ago and I was interested in the guys' clothes and she told me I'm not a guy.
Do you think I came out to her? I'm not sure. I don't really want to ask though.
