Hey everybody, my name is [obviously] Jacob Ayden Averi. I'm seventeen, I turn eighteen in April. I've been out as trans since Freshman year of high school and I'm trying to find a stupid frigging doctor who will let me start testosterone before I'm eighteen. >.< My search has not been going to well, in case you couldn't tell. I think I pass okay-ish. I bind a lot, although I haven't been recently because I'm just too lazy and binders are a bitch for me to put on. I used to use Ace but I almost passed out during gym so no. I have some really chill friends, they're super understanding of me and all my weird trans-ness. Unfortunately, none are trans, so of course they can't comprehend how difficult it can be some days. But I'm learning, and I'm strong, and I will continue to be strong. I have the most amazing girlfriend ever, we've been together for almost three years and even though she's afraid of men, she wants me to be happy and is willing to stand by me no matter what.
So...basically, the first time I realized I'm not a girl...I was young, super young. Like four or five, tops. And I was wiping after going to the bathroom and I saw my clit and I got soooo excited because I thought I was growing a penis! But it never grew. And my poor little heart was crushed.
Fast forward to middle school. I come out twice, as bi and then as a lesbian. Mistake. Finally, I get it right and voila, here we are today.
Here are some pictures, mostly cuz I'm a picture whore. Tell me what you think, be brutally honest.
Oh. Yeah. Funny story. Google Jocelyn O'Neal.
Aaaand last one, promise. Sorry about the poor quality, I literally just took it.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thanks in advance.
