so one is good the other is bad.
1st, my mom called up the stairs to me tonight and i was trying to take a nap so i ignored her the first couple times, but then she yelled NOAAAAAAHH!! i wish i could have seen the look on my face, that was EPIC i wasn't expecting her to call me that for several months to a year from now! so i right away get out of bed, open the door, she laughs for some reason. don't exactly get why that was funny i didn't wait for her to call me by my right name on purpose. so i get down there and i have to walk my dog in the dark and cold while watching for a neighbor's loose dog. fun
2nd is the endo i tried to contact through e-mail didn't e-mail me back and now I'm really depressed about it. she was the one i really wanted to see as a gender therapist the most.
though it was only last night that i sent it so maybe she was busy? i hope i hope. i do have 3 others i wrote down from a google list in the state but....damnit. i have no idea how I'll get to these places with no car or license to drive one but i guess i would have begged relatives to take me if i actually got an appointment. it's worth a shot anyway. i need T!
