NEED HRT ADVICE !

[nicksy23]

,hell0 all. .im 19 fr0m Philippines and been h0ping and wishing t0 acquire feminine structures since 17. When i was 18 i started estr0gen + pr0gester0ne pill (c0ntraceptive pills) with0ut spir0. On my first m0nth i felt severe pains on my chest, where in I was rush t0 h0spital due t0 pain int0lerance and difficulty of breathing. I underg0ne E.C.G where they f0und out i had ashtma, but i kn0w they're wr0ng bc0z i didn't tell the d0ct0rs that im taking h0rm0nes. With that medicati0n i g0t nipple enlargement and s0me breast tissues gr0wing on my breast. But since i was scared with the pain, i st0pped taking the pill. After few m0nths, i started taking same pills again f0r 7 m0nths, and started to get curves. UGLY CURVES actualy check this f0r images http://uglyme.yw.lt . Then i decided t0 switch to an0ther E + P pills (c0ntraceptive pills) which is n0rdette-21 *n0 d0sage menti0n* f0r a m0nth, and i see n0 changes s0 i decided t0 take my previ0us meds with spir0. N0w its my 2nd day on spiro + contraceptive pill with E + P h0rm0nes. My breast are s0meh0w started t0 gr0w again, a bit but im b0thered c0z my left breast is 2 times bigger than my right, they have the same nipple size th0ugh, s0me s0rt of a small pill in size. Im self prescribed. D0 y0u think taking spir0 + c0ntraceptive pill can help me acquire feminine structures ??, there's n0 d0sage included in this t0pic. Please d0nt delete this. All i wanted is help and advices. Thank y0u !

[nicksy23]

,P.S . .im taking spiro in the morning f0ll0wed by 2 c0ntraceptive pills after 10mins of taking the spiro.

[K8]

I'm not qualified to say whether what you are taking is OK.  You need to talk to a doctor or endocrinologist.  Hormones are powerful drugs and can do weird things to you - like your ugly curves - and some of those things can cause long-term bad effects.  What works for some doesn't work for others, and that's why you need to do this under the supervision of someone trained to monitor the effects.

- Kate

[AweSAM!]

Talk to a doctor. What you are doing will most likely kill you.

[nicksy23]

,i cant aff0rd a d0ct0r. .l0l. .that's why i've been searching the net ab0ut HRT ab0ut h0rm0nes. .and i've been asking s0me friends ab0ut this stuff. .i guess it's crazy. .but im still h0ping t0 acquire feminine structure. It's n0t being hard headed, and sacrificing my healt f0r my desire. Just give it a try, im still h0ping t0 devel0pe feminine stuff after all . .

[AweSAM!]

I understand your pain, and I was in a similar place once, but not quite.

You must understand that the board does not condone self-prescribing, although I'm sure some of us have/do. What you are asking from us, we can't do for you on this board. I'm sorry. We can help you in many ways, but hormone dosages and the related medical advice is not one of them. I know what you said about affording a doctor, but still, a doctor is the only safe way.

Please give up on the hormones until you can see a doctor. I know I can't give out any information on doses, etc., but some contraceptives will most likely kill you, and are not prescribed for the purpose for which you are using them. Sacrificing your health for your looks is not good when you die by trying to look more feminine. To be very frank, looking feminine does not matter if you are interred or cremated.

Sorry, I know English might not be your first language, but can you try not to use zeros as Os, it's making what you wrote harder to read. (Sorry, I'm a bit obsessive about spelling )



Dear moderators, I really don't want to contravene the TOS, so please tell me if I've gone too far, and I will modify my post. Actually, you can moderate it... you all have superpowers.

[nicksy23]

,ouch . .it hurts seeing the fact that i d0nt have the chance t0 get feminizing l0ok. .that made me s0 sad and disap0inted. There's n0 way i c0uld see a d0ct0r, i d0nt have j0b, im just on a little st0re given t0 me by my m0m bf0r she died. Neway, s0 far i d0nt feel anything on my system. Maybe meds are w0rking well on me. My curves on the link was few m0nths ag0, and it's a little devel0ping n0w. .it's my 2nd day on spir0 t0day, maybe i can update y0u guys later on f0r new changes. .wish me luck. .i l0ve my stay here where there's s0me0ne i can seek advice t0 ab0ut this stuff.