Quote from: spacial on November 30, 2010, 07:02:21 PM
megan.
Your experiences with your intelegence are really interesting.
Has your intelegence returned to its previous levels?
The deal with my intelligence, is that I can be possess by the knowledge if it really gets to me and I can use to my advantage. I can learn concepts quite easily, but if it's boring then it's most likely pointless to even bother me. Let's say I believe I have the competence to do most careers, but if I lack the ambition then I am unsure how long I will carry that view on. Some days I learn faster than other days, and some days I really do feel "dumb". My voice changes with the mood, and how I am at that moment. If I am reading something that takes me an hour one day to even move on pages 1-5, and the next day I look at it, it's completely logical and makes sense and I flip the pages.
Math is weird, let's say either I get it or I do not. There's no in between really. I do not care too much though.
My practical intelligence varies so much, and I believe it comes out of my writings as well. It's like I have three people in me because my thinking, my views, and how I am thinking changes like the minutes on the clock. One person would be the classic dumb person; vulnerable, too trustworthy, and naive as hell. This was so evident the first months of spiro... I just lose track in the conversations, and pretend I know exactly what they are speaking about. Oddly, I am also at my happiest state of mind.
And then I am just a calm centered mind person, which I believe is now. The intelligence is good, but it's not brilliant intelligence in which some days I feel like "omg did I ever thought that".
Loopy.
This is going by the speed of "knowing things"... "getting things" "understanding".
My creativity is beyond weird.... it's like I am in my own world living in the logical world (modern society). I view things so odd sometimes. I think weird. I don't even know what is normal me lol... since I change so much.
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I would say it's normal, with on and off days. But yeah... it's the same I believe.