Dear Santa,
I'm hoping for you to brainwash my parents. I told them when i was fourteen that i believed i was a guy. A year and a few months later, they are still convinced it's just a phase. I wish i never told them because when they make side comments to me I lose my temper. Now i'm in anger management and it sucks. Also, I want the courage to use the boys bathroom. When i'm in public people who do not know me refer to me as son, he, his, him. But people who i do know still call me female pronouns. Using public bathrooms has caused me to stop drinking any liquid, which reduces the need to piss when i go out. It's also very unhealthy. I'd really like for my ex to take me back. we were so in love and it kills me to see her with a guy that cheats, and steals from her. i see her every other week or so. and we reconnect (kiss, hug, hook up) behund her boyfriends back, i know she still loves me. but why is she with her bf? i think if i was a boy she'd be with me.. but before i met her she was bisexual so i don't know. also she turned 18 in june. so maybe it's because of age ): that's what i want.
Love, Casper Somaly.