Being different

[Sarah B]

Yes those feelings faded away along time ago, because I was living my life, working, studying and family gave me little chance to even think about those things.

On rare occasions those thoughts will pass my mind, I will have a little laugh to myself about it depending on the thought and then continue unabated with what I was doing.

So take heart as time goes by those thoughts will diminish and of course you will be you.

Kind regards
Sarah B

[justmeinoz]

All I would add to the above is, after 56 years of trying to be a bloke myself, is that you will eventually stop paying any attention to these feelings the more you socialise as a man. Due to coming from the other direction I was always trying to suppress feelings rather than bring them out more.
Eventually the underlying psyche will take over and you will find that you stop the female emotional reaction, and adopt a male reaction and  just get on with the job of living. When that happens you will know you have arrived as a bloke.